Good things are happening. I feel good about them today. A couple of days ago I felt like shit and everything was horrible.
That's how you know you are alive, you see.
The joy
!
The suffering
!
I have so much work to do I'm frankly unsure that it's all going to get done. Am I subjecting myself to a humiliating publicly embarrassment? ('humiliating embarrassment' - that's tautological, you know).
I'm freaking out a little bit. Not today though. La di da.
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I felt nice this morning. Cold, having a cold, failing relationship, fear of voidlike, creatively bankrupt, socially crippled no-fun state of existence continuing interminably blah de blah notwithstanding.
Really did! Riding on the trambulator, the world seemed bright and filled with stories and possibilities.. good things seemed to be happening all around me.
This evening, not so much.
But yeah, alive. Beats the alternative.
Publicly embarrassment? Publically? Don't pay any attention to the Firefox spellchecker. In Australia, we say 'publically'. Get it right etc
Don't freak out. You will be okay whatever happens. Y'will y'know.
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